It's been awhile since I've last updated...
Alot has happened...
I'm not sure where to start..

Um.. the party went rather well.
i spent my Samhain in venice. i ended up going to jessie's party.

I started setting up for the very first Christmas party.
popular demand haas left me with a nightmare before Chistmas theme.

I just got back from South Carolina tonight.
that was a long ass drive...

I havent been sleeping to well....
I have alot on mt mind lately..
i duno what im doing anymore


Spirit circle started back up
that should keep my mondays occupied
theres so many ppl telling me wow u must be so advanced..but im really not..
i duno what Victoria see's in me..she told me she loved me..she hardly knows me..but it's nice to have at least one person... i dont feel as alone anymore.

Emotionaly Im a wreck..
as far as the love life goes im not so sure...

Mike desided to come back after god knows how long.
he still refuses to tell me where he's been all this time...
It's funny how he pops up just in time to fuck everything up with me and who ever is my current love interest at the time...It wouldnt piss me off so much if it wernt for the fact that he's right every fucking time...
He's telling me this ones "not telling me everything"
and not to trust her or grow too attached....i duno... maybe he's right
god knows he his...it would be nice for him to be wrong for once..whys he always have to come back with some sort of bad news..i wish he'd get a life rather then sticking his nose in mine..im never going to get to sleep tonight, but im ranting im going to get off now.
later.