MY BROTHER BAILED YET AGAIN >.< Ive lost more then half the cash necessary to even go... and theres no way im going to make it sence ive lost my nice old car... and am stuck with this piece crap van!>.<

i need a way there, a place to stay that weekend,and a ride back....How did i become so helpless... >.< (Aggravation)

lets hope i find another option..

It's been awhile since I've last updated...
Alot has happened...
I'm not sure where to start..

Um.. the party went rather well.
i spent my Samhain in venice. i ended up going to jessie's party.

I started setting up for the very first Christmas party.
popular demand haas left me with a nightmare before Chistmas theme.

I just got back from South Carolina tonight.
that was a long ass drive...

I havent been sleeping to well....
I have alot on mt mind lately..
i duno what im doing anymore


Spirit circle started back up
that should keep my mondays occupied
theres so many ppl telling me wow u must be so advanced..but im really not..
i duno what Victoria see's in me..she told me she loved me..she hardly knows me..but it's nice to have at least one person... i dont feel as alone anymore.

Emotionaly Im a wreck..
as far as the love life goes im not so sure...

Mike desided to come back after god knows how long.
he still refuses to tell me where he's been all this time...
It's funny how he pops up just in time to fuck everything up with me and who ever is my current love interest at the time...It wouldnt piss me off so much if it wernt for the fact that he's right every fucking time...
He's telling me this ones "not telling me everything"
and not to trust her or grow too attached....i duno... maybe he's right
god knows he his...it would be nice for him to be wrong for once..whys he always have to come back with some sort of bad news..i wish he'd get a life rather then sticking his nose in mine..im never going to get to sleep tonight, but im ranting im going to get off now.
later.

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It's the 5TH annual Halloween Masquerade!
and ofcorse you'er invited.
so most of you know the drill.
come with a costume.
no you do not need a costume to come.
yes you can spend the night.
there's gona be

foods
fires
musics
crazys
and something large and furry im sure i shouldn't have in the house ^^
Come one come all to a once in a life time experience.

If You have any questions
or would like to help volunteer (which im always happy to take)

Just Give me a call or send me a message



#941-306-6228
#941-342-9849

I'm sure you've all noticed i havent been on in quite some time.
and ts because i was arrested for grand theft Auto.... >->
(not really)
i actully started school and it's kept me busy.
NOW!
photographers who here is a photographer i need my photographers come one come all (and im serious when i say all) send me a message and let me know you still exist.
you will be very important to my quest.

OOOO megacons comming up extra excitement lol
that should be fun
any way
thats all i wanted to say.

( <-< quickly avoiding ppls stares that just scream "HEY! Wheres My Request?")

ok so i tookin your requests and so far we have

L-death note
Zack-Final fantasy 7
Squall-final fantasy 8
(organization)Riku-kingdom hearts
Ed-fullmetal alchemist
Sasuke-Naruto

and apparently some people want
to see me in a skirt and Gothic Lolita


so there you have it
im still taking requests
just let me know
also any and all help with my cosply would be much appreciated.